And then.. in one late night, we talked, and realised we've been keeping inside the same secret all along, now laughing why we've kept it away from each other.
The day I fell down on my head, one of the worst injury, he asked "Who are you comparing against?" He doesn't understand: I want to push myself to be the best that I can, against the slob I could always be.
Most people have the typical means of achieving happiness. For some of us, we can only appreciate what little we have within the immense limits not present to the rest, and strive for a means to happiness.