I think it's really funny that I sat here for a solid few minutes trying to remember the name of fb's weird fake twitter.

maybe I should just stay here for a while. no middle east garbage happening here, I assume. or if it is, I don't know what the words for these places are in chinese because they're phonetic and I don't do sounds.

I can only draw or I can write, I can't do both at the same time.

everyone's characters are still enjoying summer while mentally I'm neck deep in autumn already.

being a jack of all trades and master of none, I call upon things I've learned from half a dozen disparate things to get one thing done. it works so whatever. but I often feel like I'm trapped in "person who has only seen boss baby" situations so I'd like to learn more, it's just difficult. the sort of people who like to teach often have no business.

been reading a new writing book and was surprised when the author described the physical condition I go through during criticism, where I become really sick and alternate between chills and a fever. otoh she has diagnosed anxiety disorder so idk how that fares for me.

I downloaded cs2 but remembered I am not a young teen living in eastern europe and I haven't played cs since 2003 or something, I will probably have a miserable time.

hiding so nobody spoils cyberpunk numbers for me because I can't play until my mods get updated

moderately irate because the hours are slipping away but I have so much work to do. normally I'd work until I get sleepy but I have an entire week of appointments so I can't let my sleep schedule drift. so now I'm just too tired to get any work done at all. lousy wasted days.

I love all these characters that I have made and I hope the best for them