I HATE ALL!!

i try to stalking some friend from my old school n found out she success..yeahh for honestly i'm so envy of her...she have to choose what she want..n follow her dream..work with her passion..but i can't

another me timee..

everyday i feels like roller coster,sometime i feel very bright..but in the other side,i feel so empty and down..i dont know..may i must give up for my passion n dream,n try to accept reality?or still believe?

hey..finally after the dark..i drawing some design againn!!after 6 years already..thanks GOD!!i dont lose my dream..now i try to believing again..maybe someday..i will get my scholarship in paris!!

pain,afraid,desperate.i can't handle this anymore God.plis save me from the situation..i can't see my future.i lost my dream..seems like a big hole from my heart become more big than before.

finally i found another place to share about my feeling.
for honestly, i really hate to talk with social media about myself..but, i don't have nobody now..seriously, i really missing my old times.

unwell feeling

i missing my old times..

why i always sooo useless for all people??feel stuck everytime..