Daddy by Coldplay hurts me so bad since my dad passed away. It turns on and I immediately just cry. it's good for me but y'know...

"so how are you feeling today?"

me:

ASMR but im Beating the depression out Yo Ahh (relax...I'm suddenly cured. No chronic depression in sight.

trying to get back to some semblance of normal since my dad passed away. it's going as you expect. I'm angry so I'm just going to bed. 👍🏼 I was gonna rant about something but nvm...

I thought Ewan Mitchell looked great physique wise in the hotd episode. People need to stfu on people's bodies in general. The same people who wanted to see a kid d/e on screen who are judging a humans body.

what if
what if I need a q replacement
please
I need some sort of normalcy.

Update:
I’ve been fairing alright since my dad passed away. I have been forever exhausted though. Like the fatigue is incredibly hard to deal with. I can't get over the guilt of enjoying simple pleasures as if doing so would disappoint him, or buying myself a plushie would disappoint him.

it isn't true I know but it's the process of grief.