an emotional wreck, and trying to function and hold her family apart, regardless of this truth.
very close to becoming an emotional explosion.
the longest day of my life in quite some time.. is what i had today.
today was a very long day - lots of emotions.. i did however buy things for myself while out with my doppleganger.. and our spawn.
i miss my white down filled duvet on these cold November nights.
almond flavored coffee on my lips.
"I don't like you very well.
You don't suit my clothes or my cigarettes."
sleepy. i baked a blueberry pound cake, two loaves of banana bread, and two quiche's today..that's what i do when i'm worried.. cook/bake.
be in a car driving places later today, but for now is planning to bake blueberry banana pound cake, and drink tea.
still sleeping, but awake. so exhausted.