I've to learn to face the truth. But this isn't going to easy. I shouldn't have lied to myself.

It felt like it just broke into pieces within that few seconds.

I can't lie to myself anymore. It's just too tough now. Thinking that lying would make me feel better, but I ended up feeling even worst.

At times, I really wish I can just hide myself in one corner.

What do you want? I've been worrying enough, now I need a break, and you start shouting and screaming at me...

helpless now...

December Holidays are ending. And I'm so not enjoying this holiday. I guess I've just wasted it.

Promise me, you will recover. I don't wanna be worrying all the time.

I'm not in the mood.

It's about time, I guess.