Really sidnt expect my dad to suspect me smoking/drinking just because of my aunt's doubting sentence..

Im not the strong brave Leeying you people know..Im just a timid indecisive girl.

Hmmm..family friends work...lost my way, my control

I always dont voice out how I feel..

Am I not bad enough? Am I not mean enough that people step over me?

Indecisive-ness has got me into deep shit and yet I dont learn from it.

With sgBEAT:siyuannn I feel good

Didnt know my aunt treats me this way..

Broken

yawns have to work after a day's outing w St. Francis students..how tiring... :/