Thank you for making my day.

(5) I wish that i'll be with you again. It might take weeks or months but i'll definitely look forward to seeing you again. I'll hold on to your promise of never leaving me, even just in my memories. I really really hope that you'll stay in my life, even if you'll just be my friend or if given the chance to be more than that, I'll thank the Universe for it.

(4) I was happy back then. No friend ever made me feel that way. That is why i'm really thankful that you entered my life. I am thankful that I was given a chance to see you again, to talk to you and be with you even just for a few minutes. I enjoyed your company. I never felt alone that moment. How I wish I have stayed longer but I have a promise to keep..

(3) ..I can't even look at you for a minute, or how I stutter during our conversations, and how I left you while walking with your friends before I left. I missed seeing you smile. I missed hearing you laugh. I miss the way you make me feel like I am not just an ordinary girl. How you gave importance to my existence and how you pull me up from my sorrows..

(2) stories, laughed, joked around and a lot of things. It's actually good that I was able to cope up with all that, even tho hours before that, I kept on thinking how I will be facing you and how I will be able to keep my mind and my heart calm. I may be not as excited to see you as I used to be but the nervousness in me overflowed. Perhaps you noticed that

(1) I still remember how you arrived that night, how I pretended not to see you when you looked at me, how I nervously checked my phone just to look busy. It all happened so fast. Then I saw myself following you outside, as if I havent taken 4 sticks of cigarette already just to calm myself. I'm quite happy that everything looked okay now. We exchanged..

kung mabibigyan lang ako ng chance takasan lahat ng nararamdaman ko FOR GOOD, di ko na tatanggihan yun. Minsan, kailangan mo munang mawala bago nila malaman ang halaga mo sa buhay nila.

nakabalik na ako sa tahimik ngunit nakakabaliw kong realidad. balik sa dating lungkot. balik sa dating pag iisa.

do i really need to beg just to make someone stay?

parang panaginip lang na nagkaron ako ng ganung klaseng kaibigan. haaay.