torn between the state of calamity and heartache.

I have to focus myself on helping people. Will go to school tom.

how stupid of me to care. and show my care. and. ARGH.

my headache is going to kill me.

my headaches really bad.

staying here at home makes me sick.

what makes me cry more is that I cannot even talk to the very person I thought would always be there

I don't think he'll ever be.

and the person I wanted to be here for me. is not here

I hate my parents!!!