Everytime I try to be okay, I'll realize something depressing. The worse part is, I have to live with that and it's true.
Pilit na niraraos ang bawat buntong hininga,
Sakit na tinatago sa bawat pagdilat ng mga mata,
Ibinubuhos ang kalungkutan sa pamamagitan ng pluma,
Pinapaalala sa sarili na ika'y wala na nga.
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Maybe this is what I get for being a jerk.
It's not okay, but I think I will be.
We're not the same people, that we used to know.