That I'll be too tired to think that I'm really lonely inside

Ye that's the goal tho

What the hell am I doing.

I'm giving everything I've got
God knows I know it's not a lot
I'm headed somewhere but I don't know where just yet

Welp

Update

It will make me happy, I'm sure. But I don't think I'll feel whole again and that's okay.

What matters is I want to make people happy. As much as I can, I will try my best to do so.

Does that make sense?

I'd like to think that I will be okay. Someday. But I don't think I will be.
And it's okay.