(I exist. I just. I am spending more time not... Problem focusing, problem sleeping, stress, etc. Started new anti depressant meds. Hard to tell if there's any affect when there's so much going WRONG that's like. In the way of just. Yeah.)

I used to use Plurk a lot. Then I froze my... Karma, that's what it was. I don't remember when I froze it, just that I started coming here less - as I did with a lot of sites at one point. But 14 years??? Time flies...

Financially things went from bad to worse. And unless a miracle happens on the 2nd/3rd for something to be latter explained, or [redacted] helps out [maybe to mention later, but IDK this is public so maybe not], then we're really fvcked this month and I'm terrified.

Worse yet. (I promise I'll start sharing less bad stuff. I just. I feel like I'm going to explode out of my skin) Captcha Check

Things are looking worse: https://dreamstar.dreamw...

Less than an hr left in my time zone, soo. Yeah. I'm another year older. Birthday times and stuff.

And, hey, sure, if you wanna you can gift me some money Since all money's going to bills and Fredday for giftings? xindasnocturne[@]gmail paypal

Hey doesn't hurt to throw it out there, right? ;3

/crosspost from twt

I still donno much about how plurk works. Since I joined it ages ago and never could get some things to be understood at the time. Left it. Tried to come back. And only came back out of desperation for Fredday. But I'm TRYING to visit at least once a week. And trying to understand all the... everything?