how can i get rid of her on my mind?]
i'm praying constantly that i want to becomenormal
: she's constantly on my mind whenever i'm not busy, it's like she's the default thought on my mind
i want to hug her so tight...
during good times in my dreams, i could see the passion in her, i wish those times were the reality...
sometimes she's nice in my dreams but sometimes she goes away and is mean to me...
i dream about her almost everyday/night which makes me miss her even more...
she greeted me for my father last father's day, her text was nice, i really don't know if she's just controlling herself or what...
she didn't repy, i was like: i told you so...don't expect from her, you'll just hurt yourself even more...
: i wasn't really expecting a reply but of course i'm unconsciously waiting...