From now on, Lord, please grant me the grace to shower upon myself all that I had lacked: The service, the communication, the clarity, the warm embraces, the travels... The attention that doesn't require you to look onto other's needs first before my own....

Pero the amount of time I spent on people who thought I'm too much for them.. is already too much. Siguro, inner child wounds ko rin. I'm too old to be looking back to much already.

I saw you last night. Nakakainis coz I knew I do care for you still. I would give all my time if you asked for it again.

Finally... two achievements: My first ep in my newest TV gig... and a two-month plan for my blogging gig....

So I guess my prayer now would be... Lord, guard my health and my peace... as I strive to be Your blessing to others.

So recently, God answered one of my prayers. I got 2 new gigs, but both overwhelming. I doubted that maybe I have asked for more than I can handle. But I remembered God's promise that He will never give me anything I cannot handle...

This week, I was going to church almost everyday, for basically 1 reason: guidance. You see, I'm a person of foresight. I am up to sudden challenges, but TBH if I had the choice, I would like to be ready for all eventualities in advance.

Lord, maraming maraming salamat po talaga sa lahat today. Ang daming bagong pagsubok, pero lahat, pagkakataon para mas kumita at makagala pa nang marami nang hindi masyadong dumadaldal hahaha. I am thoroughly enjoying. Ang lahat ng papuri ay mananatiling sa Iyo. 🙏

No matter what, I guess I will always love you. But now, I will try my very, very best to loosen my reins, let fate set in.

I know you would say, you can't give off something you don't have. Well, I got lots of love to give. Better pour it on to myself. I wish and pray I could do it.