want to talk about it?

weefolk: Not in huge detail. Just I've had the feeling that I'm an outsider in the "friendship" for a while but I kept being told that I was wrong, and that my brain is just being a stupid brain, and tonight I realized that I don't think my brain is being stupid in reality.

I've been trying to in my mind give them space because I knew they had a lot going on, but was trying to touch base every once in a while to just check in here and there. And tonight they're willing to talk to everyone but me and that says a lot right there.

I mean, it never helps that I have social anxiety and ptsd mixed together so trying to pick out what's my brain and what's real is hard sometimes

And with how two faced people can be it only makes it harder.

I just hate my brain, and I hate how society is, and how people can't just be honest about anything.

/huggles you

I've felt this a fair few times x.x I'm sorry

I thought these people were at least being real with me, you know. And quite honestly, I'd rather someone just tell me straight to my face if they have a problem with me then hide it and glance over it where I'm just an annoyance to them and I get to find out the hard way.

Just saw this. Sending you so much love, my friend.