Vent- Join me on a recap of today's emotional roller coaster -Woke up surprisingly well rested, got to sleep in. Despite this, was very sad -Got up, had a bowl of cereal -Explained a pep rally to my non-American friend -Realized I'll probably never have a 'high school experience' since I'm homeschooled. Didn't have a middle school experience either, and...
... likely won't have a 'collage experience' either -Vaguely suicidal thoughts. Didn't really want to die, just didn't want to go forward. I'm not good at anything, these are the best years of my life, the future holds nothing for me...
...-Was upset -Started school for the day. I hate algebra. -Started watching Record of Ragnarok. I love it. The most anime anime I've seen in a while. The only anime I've seen in a while -Had exactly four Skittles Littles..
...-Realized how late it was getting and remembered I still had chores to do. -Without a distraction, I was upset again while doing chores and finished them quicker than ever. New record...
..-Also cleaned up after my dad But he's gonna make me noodles in exchange Boiling water scares me -I miss my friends... I miss being so excited about life. I miss being younger. -Might cry End
Plinth: No worries, so did I lmao. And I'm doing pretty good. I go through this cycle of good for a long time, then horrible for a bit, then back to good for a while.