I'm a rat lookin, homo repressed mama's boy

In my Scream phase

Until like an hour ago I had only eaten like 2 and a half Doritos and a vitamin like-- I need to get up and eat more often lol

Another vent... Gender crisis edition
So, I was born female. Raised female is a Christian, homophobic household.
However, I know identify as Mutogender, a type of gender fluid. However, my default is male. Or rather, I really like male pronouns, but female/feminine words. And I like presenting femininely. This makes me doubt how I feel.

Lu Prince cookies >>>

Flash of ankle
Flip of a skirt
Feel them excite, enflame and inspire
Come see me dance, hey, what can it hurt?
It's just a dance to the rhythm of the tambourine

Broooooooo
I love The Masochism Tango sm, it's practically part of my aesthetic at this point.

Vent-
Join me on a recap of today's emotional roller coaster
-Woke up surprisingly well rested, got to sleep in. Despite this, was very sad
-Got up, had a bowl of cereal
-Explained a pep rally to my non-American friend
-Realized I'll probably never have a 'high school experience' since I'm homeschooled. Didn't have a middle school experience either, and...

I went to see a production of The Hunchback of Notre Dame at my local theater today and I'm back in my phase lol

What was smth odd y'all did as a kid? Bc I would thank the elevators for talking me places