gasp
oh no
whatever shall you do

I haven't a clue
I've only been planning it for like six months

that's a long time boo
if I waited that long to write smth, especially a fan work, I'd lose all motivation

I'm just scared whenever I actually start writing it, it's not going to be anything like what I've been envisioning, and it'll suck
So instead I just procrastinate writing it, and just add every idea I have to a list of bullet points XD

well if you never write then you can guarantee it won't be like what you planned because it won't even be real

precisely!!