I'm still really sad about many things, but I'm moving forward on my own terms.

Today, I applied to graduate.

In the end, I learned many lessons the only way I could have learned them best--the hard way. Through bitter loss and vicious regret, I clenched my teeth and adapted.

5 years late.

5:10 AM. Sleepless and angry. "worst realizations"

train, train! THE BLUE HEARTS

stuck at 86

posture and body composition suffering

gym!

Go write a diary.