Trying not to have a breakdown in the middle of work because I'm so fucking tired of feeling like this but it doesn't matter what I feel because I don't have the insurance to get the help I want anyway.
Slept like terrible. Twice (maybe three times I don't fully remember) as I was falling asleep I had that. "Falling/Suddenly jerked awake" feeling and of course after each there was a time of anxiety wherein I couldn't sleep even though I super wanted to it was like 2 at that point just let me sleep.
Dude comes in right in Front of a lady with a stroller towin two other kids behind her. Doesn't even hold the door for her like I'm glad I was right there I caught the door for her he just let it fall right into her stroller like buddy. Dude.