after all the crazy shit this year and the time i spent away from you, i still want to say i love you okay? But its too late.

been telling myself the same thing, i dont know.why am i saying this anyway, im nothing but a stranger to you.

i dont know i guess it hurts. all this pretending and you not giving a shit at all

i wish i can be a man and tell you, but no. im a boy

can this day get any worse

bad day

sigh

or rather you.

sure wish someone could call me and wish me happy birthday now.

sigh, tomo gonna stay home..