倒霉就算了 但

o 想死 但我怕

好像一无所有 你明白吗 活到什么都没有 你明白吗

是不是应该放弃

我是不是好像活太久了

撑到了19岁 但原来一爆发是那么那么的想消失

这种感觉 好像背着很重的东西 重到不能呼吸

I HAVE MY OWN CHOICES ! DAMN , DONT BREAK OUR RELATIONSHIP OKAY !

I HAD TOLD OVERALL TIMES !!! DON'T TRY TO CONTROL ME !!! I'M NOT YOUR TOYS OR COMMITMENT OR WHATEVER ,I WONT HEAR ANYTHING THAT YOU WANT ALWAYS !

You are good but sometimes you really too over !!