Just a few minutes ago, I saw a friend's post captioned,

"Everything will be okay again,
And you will feel like you again"

How to be present and enjoy things around?

I can't wait to sleep again and can't wait until its time to go home

Wake up and wanna sleep again

I just want to meet myself now

Im afraid of things but more afraid to end things

I think I just wanna go home and hug my husband, but I feel afraid of something bad that might happen if I come home

Because I feel sad and I dont know why, I dont want to wake up and I dont know why, I feel like I need to do something but dont know what, I just wanna cry now

Come here to find myself again

i am just a human. i am flawed. i am imperfect. i am not the one who always did right. other people is also human. other people can make prejudice and make false judgement to me. and that's okay. we just need a good communication and an open mind, if we wanna know the truth.
it's okay. this is normal. not everything is under my control. let it be.