I need to focus on getting out of this shithole before anything else.
So what would be the subject of a predicted notion in reference to my prev plurk wld be myself, raising the white damn flag.
It's become a normality that's so frequent, it's been thoroughly practiced and now it can't be surprising.
But I can honestly not withhold this anymore. It really stretches out the ache further if I bear it grudge against my own conscience.
nobody could comprehend the eminent heartbreak I feel even thgh it's for an absolutely unnecessary excuse
making a comeback on Plurk.
if I'm such a failure to you then in all and every fuck's name I don't care because whether I fail or not it's NOT FOR YOU.
or you know let the pets who are being smothered with bias "love" leave the host w/o gratitude. Best thing ever.
biased people should run a mile and keep running that mile till they lose of that bias juice out of their god damn system.
like anyone's effort to "motivate" me isn't gonna pull through because nobody is FUCKING sincere.