I want to sort my thoughts on the matter. I want her. I want to cook for her. I want to do things just to make her smile. Just like in the photobooth, I want to be the person who makes her laugh her ass out. Her personal cheerleader. But I want her to be my personal cheerleader too.
She was clear naman from the beginning na she doesn't want a relationship, I was just thinking that maybe if I was worthy then maybe she could change her mind. It's absurd naman talaga for me to hope.