why must you notice?

i know how you feels thats why i am taking the first step..

i bet you wont even notice that..

here I go again..f**k myself la

even after 4 years..i cant shake the feelings off

its just so hard

thats end of it..bye

wanted to tell you but i cant

thats the least that i can do

i maybe smiling, laughing but that doesnt means I m happy..u wont know how much pain i had gone through..even to the extend of crying..