i've never seen such a weird human in my life..
if YOU were to be a failure, what am I ??
i'm tired of being alone .. i'm tired dreaming of you ..
"my heart is weighting 10 tonnes heavier again .. ... ... ... like as i'm getting hurt .. "
suddenly, i felt my heart is in pain again .. i felt so lonely .. i felt so depressed ..
"why did you show up in my dream ?? please don't find me in my dreams .. i'm begging you please stop thinking about me.. "