gel_8
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gel_8
1 years ago
another day of doing the things that don't make me happy.
gel_8
1 years ago
Lord, you know my cry. i wanna be happy, i wanna feel valued, i wanna work hard and feel satisfied at the end of the day. Lord, please hear my prayer. i feel like I'm about to lose this battle. please save me i am begging.
gel_8
1 years ago
i just wanna be happy again. not confused, not worried, and not wondering how it feels like to be genuinely happy. Lord, please heal me from being broken.
gel_8
1 years ago
i can't sleep. i feel so guilty for not giving my best in my class since Monday. i can't function well. everything is eating me up alive. i just want to rest.
gel_8
1 years ago
Well, somehow, I feel lucky not even having a single person ask me how I'm doing, because I will sure burst into tears when I hear that question. Thankful for the people who don't care about me, you all saving my tears 😅
gel_8
1 years ago
Everything seems so tiring these days. Everything seems so physically and emotionally exhausting. I feel so alone. And I feel like I am losing my sanity.
gel_8
1 years ago
It feels so heavy. It's been years since I stopped sharing my battles to anyone. And it hurts more when I realize how much they don't actually notice or care. My best friend and close friends invalidating my feelings haunts me. "May paka mao rana imong problema" , "If naa pakoy choice makig swap gyud ko sa imong life. ". Fck all of you.
gel_8
1 years ago
No matter how this person makes me feel, and no matter what he does to make me feel loved and valued, as long as I don't love myself, I can't let him in.
gel_8
1 years ago
I honestly thought I was doing fine. I am starting to feel good about what I am and what I look like. But body dysmorphia hits like a rock these days. I see a monster when I look in the mirror. It kills me inside. I wanna learn how to love myself.
gel_8
1 years ago
why do I feel this way.