i'm scattering my hate across all my accounts like psyqualia 🤣 i fucking hate that they're huge. because they're so fucking bad. and everyone around them simps so fucking hard.
also shipping ridiculously rare pairs when you were eleven trains you not to base your worth & personal enjoyment of media on engagement. the drawback is i've stayed on the fringes of fandom all my life. i'm grateful for small circles of friends who've taken me in, but yeah. it's lonely 😅
feels weird having had a decent, even fun experience of certain fandoms when virtually everyone else around you looks back on them w major cringe & anger. i'm just gonna thank my younger self i learned how to curate my online experience super early
any of joshk’s HCs are important to me bc it’s staff semi-word of god and bc of how shitty the execs and IP holders are, i’ll take what little canonish crumbs we can get
i know all too well the feeling of someone saying something that might sting and people soundly agreeing bc someone finally voiced it ^^; like shiro actually being able to cook and wasn’t raised by grandparents
if any of my tweets tick anyone off, tell me. i have mind to reach out but i don’t want to assume you’ve seen. and if you haven’t, i doubt you would have wanted to see in the first place ^^;
good lord, i have part of my 2014 frozen on here ^^; which is a lil nice bc the other day i was semi-mourning deleting my journal from then bc that time in my life was just awful i didn't want entries of it. i didn't think that'd bring the good bits of 2014 along with it /sigh