pouring from an empty cup

ilustrasi jadi caregiver paling pas mungkin kayak gini: sekali2nya gantian minta tolong bukannya dikerjain malah dikasih teka-teki, "sekarang banget?" hanya bisa mengelus dada uga

acknowledge, accept, let go. old mantra im retraining myself to stick to again. daripada anger, anxiety, admit to hospital, ya ngga?

next step: not caring anymore

udah capek. i dont want this anymore. lo usaha sendiri aja gimana

problem solving 2025: bagaimana recharge mental yg efektif biar kuat caregiving yg kyknya bakal intense at least in first half of this year

selamat tahun baru plurkettes. terima kasih sudah mendengarkan keluh kesahku selama 2024. siap² utk 2025 yaaa xixi pengennya sih lebih waras tp outside-plurk-world mana kita tahu gimana nanti yekan

ada temen lama diajakin minum² bir doang nyante murah² kl bisa di rumah jg gapapa bilangnya udah ga minum lagi out of my budget, seminggu kemudian posting close friends stories lg traveling di reykjavik sama kasih pengumuman tar nye msh blm balik jakarta ya gaes masih di paris. ga ngerti lagi delusional hypocrite jaksel cunts.

enak rasanya offend a jaksel hipster HAHAHA langsung sok ceramahin gue lg, ketauan moralistiknya lololol

oke jg gue ga pernah mau lg ketemuan sama this person who once stood me up after i waited for a whole fucking hour. granted i had other things to do so i didnt waste all my time but it was just insane especially since the person only had to walk less than a kilo from their house to where we were gonna meet. the sheer entitlement and laziness. fuck right off