it's such a bullshit problem to have, but why do I keep crushing on monogamous straight woman lmao

I feel guilty probably more than I should but I am getting more annoyed by the day by a friend of mine who refuses to transition but needs to

ngl I really wish people didn't express their anxieties about medical transition to me in some of the ways that they do... as much as I want to support people who are trans & struggling with negative internalizations & confusing desires for themselves I also have to acknowledge my own limits

(has been unable to have a public social media presence for years due to unknown anxieties) okay but how am I supposed to promote my music this way

well I'm going to school in london. you ever meet a girl so lovely that you move to the UK for her

I want my passport so I can concretely plan this trip to manchester

my girlfriend is asleep so I'm just going to gush but.... it is so insane to go basically an entire lifetime with most of my relationships feeling wrong in some way, to feeling more loved, respected, and understood than I ever have. god it fucking rules

feel super lonely as of late

my manager has become condescending and demanding on another level as of late. I don't know what to do. I don't have the time/energy to put more effort into searching for a new position because I'm finishing up school and have been putting a ridiculous amount of time into my final projects

feel like I'm kind of going off the deep end but in some good ways