my mom almost died but didnt and i got a new job lol

omg also i dont get my period anymore??? which is gr8 but my skin is Terrible and i think i blame The Birth Control

@quixoticprincess - god DAMN it i still need to CALL... oh my GOD ELISE, FUCKING PICK UP THE PHONE, AND CALL!!! YOURE 26 YEARS OLD IDC YOU HAVE A DOCUMENTED PHONE PHOBIA FUCKING CALL THEM THEYRE TAKING UR MONEY!!!!!!

i want to die but i cant bc people will be upset isnt that fun

@quixoticprincess - fuck i forgot to call the librar... god DAMN it i still need to CALL THEM if only i could stop THROWING UP FOR LONG ENOUGH

ugh something woke us up, probably my RAGE

my birthday was good

MY DAD FUCKING SPOILED SUPERNATURAL FOR HIMSELF he's like "oh no they're gonna kill cas aren't they lucy i'm predicting the dialogue" i wonder if he can guess they made them gay hes so bad at spoiling shows for himself bc he literally figures out what's going to happen and is right

i told my irl best friend about M'Eating Disorder

we were SO sick earlier. we had to take an oxy. sucks.