I knew hearing that song would fuck me up. And it did. sigh

I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like you were difficult to love. It was the exact opposite, you were so easy to love. I was the one who was difficult yet you made it feel like it was so easy.

I'm almost there. But there's a part of me that doesn't want to let go.

I've never realized that it would be so difficult to want the person you love to be happy. Especially if their happiness does not involve you anymore.

I'll be honest. We're horrible as friends.

There is this lifetime of debt that I can't imagine to start paying back. For all the things they have done, I feel that it would be too selfish to not include them in my future plans.

Ambot ning dughan ko pataka rag pasagad, Ngano man naglisod man kog buhi na wa may guniti.

Kay kung di gyud, di gyud. Wa na tay pugsanay.

You will no longer have control over me.

Looking back, I realized what a selfish person I have been.