I just want someone I can talk to about my day. 🥲. Maybe complain and be annoying with. Someone who can listen, this. Just one.

Merry Christmas to me. I hope to be happy and healthy all through out next year too. I miss my friends and my family. I wish that I’ll be able to finish everything I have started and planned next year. I can do it!

Mhm. No. If no one remembered me, at least I remembered myself.

Idk......this Christmas feels so empty in my heart. Is this how Christmas would feel now everytime starting this year?

Then came the end of the shift.....alone in my room, with my thoughts, people, wishing them happiness and health and Merry Christmas......maybe I just want someone to remember me too...

I feel so sad? Idk what I feel in all honesty but....this time I didn’t feel any Christmas happiness. I had a very nice afternoon. My babies were so happy because Santa came to visit and gave gifts.

Tanginaaaaaaa natapos din ang LAHATTTT.🥲🥲🥲🥲. Sobrang stressss ko HUHUHUHUHU. Next year Naman ULIT TAYO MASTRESSS NYT CHRISTMASSSS

I also felt....unvaluable(?)....hmm. Well maybe in the first few months of my work there...they dont trust us with a lot of things....i just realized this in my overthinking for tomorrow. But i am glad that everyone thinks that we can now help...alot. That makes me proud

I feel anxious because tomorrow and the day after tomorrow is my näytöpäivää....again. I am not kinakabahan I am just......anxious. My brain is blacked out. Idk how to proceed and implement this thing. But I will try my best....

I feel sad because my fave variety show atm with Kyungsoo just finished. It was very entertaining and all of the staffs and people there were so nice and kertoo kaikille että they are very nice people IRL. I am happy that Kyunhsoo has great friends/brotherd