每当我听到父母吵架 我都会生气。如果是钱的问题 我说不出话。让我自卑的事没钱。没钱我就不能大喊。

今天因为过年美好 我也美好

I could make myself happy.

dying inside

hate myself for what?
for completing the urge of hating myself

no matter there are people around me or not, I won't feel happy

after watching THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD
I cried because noone there is protecting me

it's more terrible if staying with family

时隔多年 我回来了

zzzzzzz