This whole situation makes suicide seem like an awesome idea, and my brother's bullshit just helps it along. But hey, therapy tomorrow! I can raptor screech and feel better.
I'm allowed to have a breakdown over mom, right? Watching her suffer like this? Even though I was explicitly told I need to be the rock because my brother can't handle this?
I think Eli's Stitch outfit should be dry enough to try on him tomorrow. (I have to air dry all clothes since moving here, the dryers stink like fabric sheets and set off my asthma. I've already lost a whole load of shirts.)