It.Is.AWESOME having my decisions undermined for the millionth goddamn time. Like, for massively serious life shit I'm not getting into here. And it tripped off another round of suicidal ideation. Not going to do anything - what's the point, I'd probably live - but I could really use a distraction.

[Doll/WR] So I did a thing. Ended up wanting an awake Eli doll - thanks Lanie - and I found one that I thought would pass as a slightly older version.

[Doll/WR] I have absolutely the worst sense of humor and I'm not sorry.

[Doll/WR] I forgot to put these up on Eli's birthday damn it. Also the ones from Lanie's birthday yesterday. Obviously I have too much time on my hands.

[doll/WR] Sometimes I feel like an Elf on the Shelf. Or a random nightmare, pick one.

Tumblr's a dumpster fire I swear to god.

[doll/WR] SHE HAS ARRIVED.

[doll/WR] So I'm feeling pretty crappy right now and withdrawing from my friends because that'll totally make it better. :/ But also adopting because discounts and Eli gets his sister now. Hopefully.

[doll] Yeah so when Kiria showed up there were two boxes. Same doll. I emailed the company, they screwed up and are letting me keep it.

[doll] The baby has arrived